The Mice They live under my porch.
Or, at least, they did.
They live in constant fear
Of a furry white dog
And a big, fat cat.
I don't know the cat
But the dog does,
And she shares
The mice she catches.
I hear their little feet,
The pitter-patter in the attic
Where they're safe
At least, for the moment.
She likes to bring them
Inside, as if to show me
What she's done
But I've seen the ones
She leaves by the tree
Still alive, but dying
And I've seen the cat
His careful eyes watching
As he takes them
I feel sorry for them
But also,
I'
DoneI single tear slips down my face,
And my throat begins to burn,
As I try to hold in the sobs,
So my family wont know.
My hands are clenched at my sides,
My lips are dry and ripped,
My arms are bloody and scarred,
My brain is running wild.
To tell a person things,
Like 'Kill yourself, go die'
You must be the devil,
You must love to see me cry.
As I shakily get up, trying not to fall,
I cant help but wonder,
As I stumble to my dresser,
Why I'm even here at all.
The bruises that you gave me,
The scars that will never heal,
All the broken promises,
All the lies echo in my head.
I look into the mirror and make a face,
I'll never be pretty enough,
It's just like you always said,
I'm not good enough.
So I pick up the razor
To make another cut,
But this time, it will cut deeper,
Let me bleed to death, I don't care.
I'm done.
The SpyTo him, lying is a way of life.
Whether it be in dark alleys
Or in brightly-lit capitols,
He's become wary, canny.
Word's to top off his disguise,
His eyes miss nothing,
His ears are far from deaf.
If someone was to merely glance,
He would look like a normal man
Just going about his day.
Little do they know,
Any slip of the tongue,
Every suspicious reaction,
He catches and remembers it all.
Sometimes he infiltrates,
Sometimes he's just there,
But no matter where he goes,
He's a hazard in every way.
To his target, to his country,
To everyone he knows.
Because he lives a life of lies,
And who can trust a spy?
Inside My HeadAs I sit on my bed,
Reminiscing in my head.
I see colors
Other than grey.
I see girls with laced clothes
And boys with muddy toes,
Playing with toys
And singing a song.
I see myself there too,
Playing, and I never knew
How cruel friends are,
However fake they be.
The children dancing,
The people laughing,
They hold the key
To all my memories.
My mind goes back to
My high school years too.
The fake, smiling girls
And lying, smirking boys.
I see myself there too,
Laughing, and I never knew
Just how cruel friends could be,
However fake they may be.
The children dancing,
The people laughing,
They hold the key
To all my memories.
Now I look around my room
And grey shadows seem to loom.
They're my imagination,
The friends to keep me company.
I see them in there,
The seems of reality, they tear.
They laugh and scream in my head.
However fake they may be, they're here.
The children dancing,
The people laughing,
They hold the key
To all my grey memories.
His CologneI stand beside him
And his cologne overwhelms me.
It flies into my senses,
And calms me down as he speaks.
She's a WriterShe sits at her desk
Her headphones in,
The world shut out.
She bleeds for others
As words fly from
Her mind to her fingertips.
She stares at the screen,
At every little comment,
The good and the painful.
She forms her emotions
Into books and poems
To throw away the hurt.
She's a writer,
And her best weapons
Are her mind and her pen.